Great: when?
This, extract below, is the world I grew up in. America was not Great. It's a continuing amazement to me that, whatever we grow up in, at least if we are On Top, we think that's the way the world is supposed to be; it never occurred to us that it was wrong, that we were wrong, the depth of inhuman immorality. For some reason I realized it my first year at college 1953-54, although the University of Florida was an all-White institution my years there.
Told here several Times in the past fifteen years, my night on a bus, August 1954, from Panama City to Birmingham. Eighteen going on nineteen, I had a window seat in the middle of the bus, which was nearly empty when we left Panama City. The bus began to fill as we stopped at various places to pick up passengers. By the Time we left Marianna the bus was full, or nearly so, with Black passengers standing in the aisle. I motioned for a Black mother holding an infant to take the empty seat beside me, and she did. On the empty dark highway north of Marianna the bus suddenly slammed to a halt. The driver stood up and made his way down the aisle. Stopping midway, he pointed at me and ordered me to take a seat at the front of the bus. I said, "I'm fine." He said, "Get up and move to a front seat or I'll put you off my bus." Embarrassed, all eyes on me, and ashamed for giving in, I complied. In my life history, I count it the night I became a Black person.
Prominent on University Avenue, my fraternity at Florida was housed in an old-Time Southern mansion with a huge Confederate battle flag hanging over the front entryway and sidewalk. Large portrait of Robert E Lee over the fireplace in the main front room. With General Lee as hero and life example of Southern Gentleman, we were proudly, singularly, specifically White and Southern. An "Old South Ball" the spring semester every year, when we dressed in Confederate gray uniforms for our dates. The brothers were nice, and when I went back to Gainesville for my sophomore year I stuck with it. But my junior year I just didn't return to the fraternity house, doing other things as an upperclassman, mainly working for the university's Food Service Division as a banquet supervisor and learning to supervise other students. The fraternity has long since evolved with the Times along with the rest of the South. But for any number of reasons it just wasn't for me at the Time.
When I entered the U S Navy as an officer candidate and then new ensign in 1958, my first ship was in Norfolk, Virginia. Integrating the state's public schools was all the news, and the forming of charter academies for White children to avoid going to school with Black children. When we are certain that we are right and they are wrong, we'll do anything to preserve right and rights. During that era, there was an Episcopal parish in St Augustine, Florida that had a major set-to with their rector over allowing, welcoming Blacks, and the vestry locking the rector out. I'm sure it wasn't the only case, Episcopalians can be as certitudinous as anyone.
This is an old, old topic with me, including on my +Time blog. I'll just let it go at that even as I wonder when and where it was that America was Great that we want to Make it back there Again? It certainly wasn't in my growing up years, but I thought we were getting there in recent decades as compassion and lovingkindness seemed to be surfacing even in the political sphere.
Uncle Bubba closing this morning grieving that two more children are dead in the madness.
LHM CHM LHM
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Below from DelanceyPlace