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Sometimes I read them, more often Not, the poem-a-days sitting there every morning waiting for me to open my email. Not, because only from time to time does one say anything to me or for me; usually Nothing, or more often they were trying to be kind and publish someone's rubbish. So the odds are negative, and generally I don't even bother opening. But this one, the title did, then the poem left me surprised 


A Moment Alone

A. Van Jordan
Sycorax
As if someone blew against the back of my neck,
I writhed up, becoming a wind myself, 

and I flowed out the window of my bedroom.
Maybe I also emitted a moan over the croaking 

of the frogs that night. Then I raised my arms 
to the clouds, rooting my feet deep in the soil. 

A stretch, I called it. 

Now—pure nature in the night, 
too sway-of-the-trees wise to worry about men—

I opened my nightgown but offered nothing 
to anyone. This is for me, I said aloud to the night. 

People would have laughed had they seen me 
out their windows, naked but for my nightgown 

flapping: I was small but the conviction of my stance 
would’ve made me seem immense, framed 

through their windows. Without my clothes 
I was a world of possibility, more than a desire. 

I, knowing better, I ought to mind my place, 
I ought to walk like a lady, 

I ought to demure myself to make him feel stronger, 
I ought to mourn him when 

he is gone. But every word I spoke to the wind 
carried to him the scent of his regrets. 

Every word blew through the night, 
a breeze of my indifference.

and sort of sorry I'd opened and read it. Someone said indifference is more hurtful than dislike or hatred. I guess so. 

It's chilly outside, 'bout forty.



Oh, the Duesenberg J, a 2007 special creation, it's $349,000. But it does have red leather seats.



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